It is still not Fuck This Shit O'clock

Obviously my OCD is going all sort of places, if at 6am, on a sleepless night, I just find myself toothbrush brushing my sink and sink tab... And than I look myself in the mirror, and I can not see me. I can see a girl, with messy hair, face full of scars, scratched neck, crazy eyed look...
And Nev reminds me of Miguel.