Those point of view

It kinda goes in some wierd directions...
So, for some, I should not have come, because they would miss me, but Im very brave to do so.
For others, its idiotic not going straight to university.
And, for someone, its that Im weak and I came in the shadow of someone else.
For this person, I will never be someone... And... Why should he/she/I care about it?
Sometimes I wonder when will I open my eyes to the world, 'cause it seems like I've never did it at all...