I wish I wrote more in here, but it has been hard to put my thoughts into words. Magic is an illusion. Magic its a hard concept to explain. Like many things in life. 'Why' its a magical question. 'Because' its not a magical answer. Mindfulness is a magical state. Achieving this magical level is a mission that only the enlighted can do. I know some very special pepole. I'm very thankful for that. Although the passage of time and the state of things, life still has a lot to teach me, and diese people make it bearable.