sexta-feira, 30 de março de 2012

Sunset

To watch the sunset with Benjamin was one of the best thing that could have happened to me in Germany.

Vida na Friedricolandia

Amigos felizes a ver o pôr-do-sol a beira do lago, com guitarras e uma fogueira.
E assim se é feliz na Friedricolandia.

O Diário de uma Au-pair

Quando te apercebes que te apaixonas-te por um nativo, e que quando voltares para o teu país nunca mais vais ver os seus cristalinos olhos azuis, pior ainda, quando te apercebes que ele está a mudar de cidade dois dias depois, e que ao final de três meses vai também emigrar...
É assim a vida na Friedricolandia!

quinta-feira, 29 de março de 2012

Chronology

1990 - Helena Isabel Abrantes Bidarra was born.
1991 - First ear piercing.
1992 - Start walking.
1993 - Start talking well.
1994 - Why's age.
1995 - Kindergarten.
1996 - School.
1997 - Brother was born.
1998 - Start wearing glasses.
1999 - Start bitting nails.
2000 - Change school.
2001 - First menstruation.
2002 - First kiss.
2003 - First boy friend. More ear piercings.
2004 - First sexual experiment. First dread.
2005 - First time smoking weed. More dreads.
2006 - Depression. Black hair.
2007 - First time smoking cocain. Violin hair.
2008 - Lost virginaty. Vivid red in the front and black in the back. Smily piercing. Started enlarging ear lobs (streched ears). More dreads.
2009 - Car driving license.Ginger hair. Volunteer firefighter. Frowny piercing.
2010 - Swimming class. Coppery hair. More ear piercings.
2011 - Volunteer in Cova da Beira Hospital Center. Internship in Casas de Santiago. Septum piercing.
2012 - Au-pair in Germany. First tattoo. Lip piercing. Auburn hair. More dreads. Switzerland. France. Austria. Holland. Finland. Estonia.
2013 - University. Nipple piercings. More dreads. Au-pair in Ireland. Belfast. (6/7) Love of my life.
2014 - Erasmus in France. Cut of my dreads, my hair, made bangs.
2015 -

segunda-feira, 26 de março de 2012

Benjamin

Já doi e ainda não está cá...

Este é o momento, em que tu te apercebes da magnitude dos teus actos, das proporções astronomicas que estes se tornam.
O momento em que te dás conta de que não és mais a mesma pessoa, e que as pessoas que tu conhecias não são mais as mesmas.
O momento em que sentes realmente estas palavras. Que nunca mais nada vai ser o mesmo.
Quando te dás conta que a vida não tem mais o mesmo significado, e que as saudades vão para sempre ser uma constante, e que na verdade, o significado que tinhamos para o conceito saudade tomou outra dimensão. Já doi, e ainda não está cá.

Já doi e ainda não está cá...

Peripecias com os três - A Lumi gosta muito de ti

Flor: Eu quero comer ao pé da mãe.
Helena: Come aqui ao pé de mim.
Flor: Não, eu quero a mãe.
Rio: Eu é que vou comer ao pé da mãe hoje.
Helena: Não gostas de mim Flor?
Flor: Não. Quero a mãe.
Helena: Oh, assim fico triste.
Rio: Mas a Lumi gosta muito de ti.
Helena: Porque dizes isso? Porque come sempre ao pé de mim? Ela não tem escolha, a cadeira dela tem de ficar ali, e eu tenho de lhe dar comida.
Rio: Não, porque ela está sempre a rir-se ao pé de ti.

segunda-feira, 19 de março de 2012

Prepotencia

E quando a tua putrificante vida gira em torno de um obstinado eixo, eixo esse que está fora do sentido lato da prepotencia e magnanimidade da gélida e cruel certeza de um dia vir a ser uma sintetizada realidade?

domingo, 11 de março de 2012

Stuttgart - Germany

Friday was a calm day.
Saturday Belushi's Bar was the best ever. All my friends were there. I got to make new friends, speak french with a french guy, speak english with an Australian. So cool. Edipo and Felix were coming on me, and I thought they were a couple! Got home pretty late and pretty drunk, since I had the flu, and eating or drinking tasted ofnothing, I drunk wishkey like I was drinking water. That and having to scream to be able to talk, made me became voiceless.
Yesterday I went to Stuttgart with Taís, Danilo, Daia and Bruno.
I got to see some of the most well know places around there, and we went to the Zoo! WOW Lamaas, Polar Bears, Leopards, Camels, etc.
At the door of a church, we saw this blonde dreadheaded, blue eyed, tattooed, guitar player and street singer, and he started to sing 'The man who sold the world' for me. It was so amazing, I filmed it, and he was loking at me!
Around 6pm we had to get the zug back home, and our train wasn't available because someone commited suicide in the railway line. So we had to get the IC to Ulm.
Before getting into the train, I saw an amazingly pretty blonde dreaded head guy, and he was in the same train has we, so Tais chalanged me to go talk to him, since I found him so pretty, and after a while of wondering what should I talk to him about, I asked him about is dreads, with this hot line voice. lol
After that I went to Bruno's and Daia's house to have a vegetarish pizza, and than back home.
Today I remembered that I didn't asked of any of the dreadheads their names, so now I'm feeling pretty idiotic.
Now I'm going to Bruno's house again to cook a brazilian tradictional plate, Coxinhas de frango.

Dream beach

C: I had a dream with u some night ago......
H: really? and what was the dream about?
C: At first we were walking on a beach in the evening...
Just us noone else around. It was strange... And we were not talking, you where just smiling and the light from the sunset was in ur face.
Then... It got rather interesting, cuz then all of a sudden we were having sex... And in the middle of it i woke up... That was it.
H: That a st vicent dream, not a german dream

segunda-feira, 5 de março de 2012

Too bad brings too good

Donnerstag -> Refugium -> Jazz concert -> Édipo, Daniel, Taís, Daia, Bruno, Jeferson, Danielo, Rafa
Freitag -> Danielen Haus
Samstag -> Lumi -> Mediansee haus -> Ballon -> Pins -> Cookies -> Al porto -> Heisse schokolade -> Daniel -> Music -> Mug -> Grandpa died -> Dolls house -> DVD player -> mugs -> ´Danielen Haus -> Carne de porto a alentejana + sangria -> David Medina, Taís, Danilo -> Drunkness -> Belushi -> 2 bikes + 4 glasses -> Danielen Haus -> Sleep
Sonnertag -> Tais -> Coffe machine -> Bag -> Puff -> Danilo -> bike -> Daia + Bruno -> Sala -> Bed