Peripécias com a a Lumi - Cara de bicho

Sabem a cara de bicho do Samuel Massas?
Helena: Lumi, faz cara de bicho. *faço cara de bicho*
Lumi: *riso*
Helena: Lumi, faz cara de bicho. *faço cara de bicho*
Lumi: *gargalhada*
Helena: Lumi, faz cara de bicho. *faço cara de bicho*
Lumi: *faz cara de bicho*
Helena und Lumi: *LMFAO*

The weekend

Best weekend in Deutschland since ever! (not forgeting the Munchen one, but that was another story)
On Samstag I meet some brazilian people, Taís, Daia, Danilo, Jefferson and Benny.
Taís invited me for skating (skate in ice) in Ravensburg, it was very funny, I felt down a few times. When we were about to leave, we found Benny in the street, and at the same time, Jefferson and his girlfriend Anne showed up, so we went unto a coffe shop and talked, and talked, in german, portuguese, english, spanish, it was really nice. Than they arranged for a friends dinner gathering at Benny's place, and so we did, really cool and chill out and fun and good.
On Sonntag I meet a portuguese boy, Daniel, from Leiria, and we when to a rock concert, in Molke association. Really nice place for young people, and old too.
Than we walked, we had lunch in the hallenbad restaurent, and when to his place. There I meet another german boy,Philip, and we all talked, and talked until it was dark.

So, DO is the word to change your life!
Putting action is what matters!
Being myself again! :)

Peripécias com o Rio - Lilac

Rio: Ei! (não) A Flor tem o lápis lilac (roxo) na boca!
Helena: Flor, tira o lápis da boca.
Rio: Os lápis tem muitas coisas más, e se põe na boca, a Flor depois fica toda lilac (roxa)!
Flor: *cara muito procupada* Ai eu estou lilac?
Helena: Estás!
Rio: Oh ouh!
Helena: LMFAO
...
A Flor estava precisamente agora a pintar a barriga de roxo!

Peripécias com a Lumi - Fraldas

Depois de dar papa à Lumi:
Helena: Onde está a fralda da Lumi?
Lumi: *aponta para a fralda*
Helena: Vamos mudar a fralda?
Lumi: *abana a cabeça a dizer que não*
Helena: Tens coco?
Lumi: *ababna a cabeça a dizer que sim* (first time for head-yes)
Helena: :D Sim? Tão vamos mudar a fralda!
Lumi: *aponta para o fraldário*

Smart!!!

Should I stay or should I go now?

At this point, if I left, the questions to make would be:
1. What did I learn?
2. In what point is that useful?
3. What do I have to teach?
4. What did I take from that experience?
5. How many friends did I make?
6. How much money did I saved?
7. How do I feel about staying?
8. How do I feel about going?

1. A few words in finnish and in german.
2. In no point. I'm unable to make a sentence or keep a conversation.
3. Be green.
4. Slavery does exists.
5. 0
6. By now, only 200€.
7. Slaved.
8. Giving up?

You must be fucking kidding me...

The thing is, I have nothing to learn here. And since they should pay me a german teaching class, and not even that is happening, I'm just beeing slaved.
And besides being underpaid, they even rob me.

Two choices, I stay until July, or until September.
If I stay until Semptember, I might travel to Finland in August, still don't know if for free or not, but I'll have a place to stay, and food to eat, and get to know Helsinki. Plus, the summer in here must be awesome!
If I leave in July, its for international vonlunteer work, so, getting to know another place on earth, so... Help me?

Weight

I've pass down the 60's kg!
This morning I weighed myself, and the bathroom scale showed 59,8kg!
I know its little, just 200g of 60kg, but I never thought I would get this low!
You can't imagine how much time I been on 60kg and up. So much time, that I don't recall it being on any other way.
It's so good to feel this way, not fat, more agile, more free!
I've been a 42/44 (europe size) since ever, and now i fit on a 38!!!! I fit on a S/M!
I lost boobs, but, what do I care, don't really use them!!!
Don't have fat arms anymore! Don't have fat neck and sholder blades!
Still have some fat of course. It will go out with time and effort!
By the way, sick and tyred of kids, they now have glued tons of drawn on the wall and doors, and when the parents get back home, I'm the one to be blamed!
AWESOME!

Peripécias com a Flor - Aivot

Helena: Flor, mete o pipo (gorro)!
Flor: Miksi? (porquê?)
Helena: Porque senão ficas com o aivot (cérebro) congelado!
Flor: Mikä tämä on? (o que é isso?)
Helena: O cérebro? É uma coisa que está dentro da nossa pää (cabeça), que nos faz pensar!
Flor: Ai a Lumi também tem?
Helena: *LOL* Claro, toda a gente tem!
Flor: Ai o Patrick não tem!
Helena: *LMFAO

Peripécias com a Flor - Caries

Helena: Flor, pijama, dentes, xixi, cama!
...
Helena: Flor, já lavas-te os dentes?
Flor: Não, e não vou lavar! *abanando expressivamente a cabeça*
Helena: Mas tens de lavar!
Flor: Não.
Helena: Sim.
Flor: Miksi (porquê)? Vem um mau?
Helena: Sim, vem o mau dos dentes, as Caries!
Flor: Ai se eu não lavo os dentes vem o mau dos dentes?
Helena: Sim!
Flor: Ai então eu vou matá-lo! *abanando expressivamente a cabeça*
Helena: Como?
Flor: Com uma miekka (espada)!
Helena: *lol* Não. A uníca maneira de matar as caries é lavando os dentes todos os dias!
Flor: Ai e o mau dos dentes não vem?
Helena: Não. Os dentes ficam lavadinhos, e as caries não aparecem. Já fizeste xixi?
Flor: Não.
Helena: Então anda lá!
...
Flor: Já está.
Helena: Limpa o pipi.
Flor: Ai senão vem as caries?
Helena: *LMFAO* Não, as caries são só nos dentes.

My diet (veggie)

I start my day at 7h30am, and after I dump the bladder I weight myself.
Today I was weighting 60,4kg (I used to have 66kg before this veggie diet thing, about 3 month ago).
Than I do my hygiene. By that time I should make some yoga exercices, but I ain't got time...
Get dressed, drink a 33cl glass of water (on an empty stomach) and eat. Every morning I eat a bowl of Musli (cereal) with berries or nuts (375kcal/100g) with Bio 3,8% fat yogurt (72kcal/100g), so it's a low calories breakfast.
Than I do house shores, study german, and by 11am I eat an apple (52kcal/100g) or a black bread toast (240kcal/100g) with blackberries jam (177kcal/100g) (this one is my delight!).
Than I do 1h walking, to pick the kids from the kirdergarten (30min to get there, fast walking, and came back again).
When I get home I drink another 33cl glass of water.
Around 13pm I have lunch. We all, everyday, eat vegetarian food, vegan if possible, I don't know how many kcal, but fewer than if we had steak.
Today was spaghetti with broccoli and mushrooms, and I always flavor it with pepper. Desert is usualy fruit, from apple to banana (95kcal/100g).
Than I clean it all up, do some projects with the kids, and by 16pm we go out to play, get some energy out.
We come back home, play, arranje stuff around, and by 17h30-18pm we get dinner, always veggie, and another 33cl glass of water. Fruit. Clean it all up.
Wash the teeth, pee and bed.
Around 20h30pm I'm free, but I'm not gonna do yoga when I'm all tyred and just want to rest my body and my mind. Maybe I should... Or maybe I should wake up earlier.

Ich bin wirklich in der Deutsch Sache

I'm audtodidactly learning german, thinking about going on a curse: VHS-FN, found some german gramatik exercices, been trying...
It's hard with no pratice and no time!
I think I should post more things in here, about the hole au-pair experience, my journey, the projects that I've been making with the kids, the veg bio food part... I'm gonna try!

Aeternias

Tinha 17 anos quando o conheci. Ele tinha 24.
Que encanto, que explendor, que coisa exótica.
Foram loucos tempos esses. Estranha paixão fluía entre nós.
Grandes discuções. Violência verbal á mistura.
As minhas desaventuras amorosas nunca foram grande/pequena referência.
O tempo foi passando. Eu fiz 18. As coisas desenrolaram-se. o tempo foi passando, e passando, e passando. Agora tenho 21. Ele tem 27.
Muitas coisas aconteceram. Muitas pessoas aconteceram.
Ele volta sempre. Diz "gosto de ti" e pergunta "tu já não?".
Ontem adormeci com este pensamento.
Uma tonelada.

Planos a longo prazo.

Vish Maria: Vou fazer isto e aquilo e o outro e só lá para finais de Setembro é que vou a Portugal.
Anillosing: Parecem-me bons planos.
Vish Maria: Achas? A mim parecem-me inalcançaveis... Distantes... Sonhadores...

Planos a longo prazo sofrem de causa e efeito.
Planos a longo prazo mudam a vida de uma pessoa...
Fazer pela vida?

Entre linhas fica dito o selado.

You know?

You know when you don't feel what you are saying, but those are the right words to speak?
You know when it hurts, but you smile?
You know when you miss, but you don't tell?
You know when... '?

Days...

Whys, is there, days that are so good, and days that are so bad, inside of us?

Aveiro

Que dizer acerca destes dois dias em Aveiro.
Acho que se resume a:
Mogwai - Take me some where nice
e
Drogo Khal

Dificil de interpretar, dificil de compreender, facil de sentir. :)

And the awkwardness begins...

Mogwai - Take Me Somewhere Nice

Ghosts in the photograph
never lied to me.

I'd be all of that
I'd be all of that.

A false memory
would be everything.
A denial my eliminent.

What was that for?
What was that for?

What would you do
if you saw spaceships
over Glasgow?
Would you fear them?

Every aircraft,
every camera,
is a wish that
wasn't granted.

What was that for?
What was that for?

Try to be bad.
Try to be bad.

Jakob - I Was Hidden

Fazer pela vida.

Sabem o que se chama fazer pela vida?
Devem saber, mas sabem obtê-lo?
Eu ando a tentar compreender o conceito.
Ando a sério interessada em fazer pela minha vida.
Ando a formular ideias, ideologias, hábitos e hobbies.
Ando a tentar formar o meu eu, o eu que me consiste.
Não a Helena que dizem "que doida".
Não a Helena que dizem "que bonita".
Não a Helena que dizem.
A Helena que sou.
A Helena que serei.
E não me importa que digam "não te podia dar para pior".
Porque todos somos o que fazemos.
Somos os nossos actos.
E então entra o Mauro, "mete acção"!.
Meter acção é crucial.
Meter acção não é necessária e obrigatoriamente fazer bunji-jumping.
Meter acção pode ser dizer a verdade.
Meter acção pode ser mentir.

Mas... E o truque?
O truque está no tempo.
O truque está no tempo que virá.
O truque está no tempo e como o utilizamos.
As vezes acho que uso o meu tempo mal.
As vezes acho que não o estou a usar.
Outras vezes sei que o usei definitivamente bem, mas só porque tive um dia diferente?
Esse não pode ser o truque da utilização do tempo, porque os dias não podem ser indefinitivamente diferentes, nem conclusivamente iguais.
Todos somos temporários, e o tempo de cada um é significativamente importante relativamente a cada ser.
Portanto, o truque é apenas ser.
E é isso que estou a aprender. A ser. E o Fran devia fazer o mesmo.

Au-pair

I should up-date this au-pair blog section-thing!

I'm in Portugal at the moment.
Going to Aveiro tomorrow.
Going to Porto Tuesday, to catch my flight and get back to Friedrichshafen-Deutschland.

My au-pair family gave me a 3 week vacation to spend x-mas and new-year with my family and friends back in Portugal.
Those were some wierd 3 weeks.
Lesson taken from the experience: Can't understand how I lived so many years with my family. It is so wierd to come back and live in this insanity. I need to get my life done.

How to turn dreams into reality?

I had a vision.

Vai ter uma rapariga, sentada numa caveira, a olhar para o céu, onde medusas estarão a nadar ao ritmo do vento que as leva para junto das estrelas. Haverá uma lua? Cheia?
A menina vai estar a deitar bolhas, ter orelhas de elfo, sem brincos, com um vestido de menina, olhar pensativo, longo cabelo cor de cobre, longos dedos, pálida. Não vai ser gótica. Terá tatuagens?
No chão haverá pequenos dart frogs da cor do arco-íris. Vai ser uma floresta, as árvores crescem para baixo, com grandes raízes, profundas e fortes. Talvez uma baleia por lá passe.

Olivia Lufkin - Shadow of Love

chikai no yubiwa
futari no akai ito
ima wa mienai
yakusoku mo nai kedo

tsunaida te wo hanasanaide
shinjitsu nara kanashii dake
kono mama

* Trust in me
tatoe hodoketemo
kioku wa kizuna wo kesenai
Will you trust in me
yubisaki de tadoru hoshi mieru deshou

me wo sorasazu ni
hajimete tsutaeyou
hitomi ni utsuru
anata ga sono hito

kono ayauuge na sekai sae
koete yukeru to shinjiru dake
anata to

Trust in me
betsubetsu no sora ni
otozureru yoake no naka de
Will you trust in me
yume no naka nando demo
aeru deshou




Um anel prometido
Nosso laço vermelho
Agora eu não posso mais vê-lo
Não há promessa

Não solte minha mão
A verdade é tão triste
Fiquemos assim

Confie em mim
Mesmo que nos separemos
As memórias não deixarão nossa ligação desaparecer
Você confiará em mim?
Você pode ver as estrelas que eu desenho
com as pontas dos meus dedos, não pode?

Pela primeira vez, eu posso dizê-lo
Sem olhar para os lados
Nos meus olhos
Você é o único

Eu acredito que posso superar
Até mesmo esse mundo perigoso
Ao seu lado

Confie em mim
Assim como a alvorada vem
Para cada um de nossos céus
Você confiará em mim?
Nós podemos nos ver
Constantemente em nossos sonhos

Tattoed by Kat Von D

A fucking ton of things to say!
So, once more, I'm home alone, for another boring weekend!
Its a rip-of-trees wind storm outside.
My downstairs university neighbors are having a party, playing drum'n'bass out load.
My upstairs boring old neighbors have there christmas decoration lights down the building, to the ground, knocking on my window.
I've been out all afternoon, with this rain and wind, walking all the way back home.
Wondering what was I doing out with that weather?
Well, I got a tattoo!
Yeah, still don't believe it!
I went to the store, to check when would they be free, and:
Ulli: - Yeah, 30 min from now, you can get it!
I: What? 30 min? Really?
Ulli: Ja, our client canceled because of the storm, so you can come. :)
I: 30 min? Okay, I'll be coming back in 30 min. Danke je!
Ulli: See you then!
So, you can guess how that went!
And, the tattoo artist is called Kat, like Kat Von D from LA Ink, but this one is Kat Von D-eutschland from http://www.die-froehlichen-stecher.de/
She is very sympathetic, very pretty, and we talked about planing a sleeve.
Did getting tattooed hurt? Hell yeah. Nothing like a piercing. Nothing like a cat scratching you. Worst. (Am I ever gonna regret this?)
Did it worth it? Hell yeah. I've got a tattoo. I'm now officialy on the tattoo group of people! lol

My party downstair neighbors just knocked on the door, asking if the decoration christmas laying down lights were from my house, and I kinda told them to come inside and add me on facebook, so I made some new friends, I hope!

Plans for tomorrow?
A piercing? Oh, I forgot my needles back home. ;)

PS: I got a heisse skocolade on Ulmer coffee, and when I got inside, it was playing a portuguese music in the radio! Dança Kuduro -> Wierd!
Meaningless shit full of meaning!

Places to go:

We all have places to go.

My list is infinite.

Why do people like to travel?

Why do I feel like I have to know all those places?

Make it Dreamy!

Dear Santa

It's about time for I to write you...
This year, I didn't asked for nothing, but was asked instead.
Don't you see me anymore? Do you have to ask what I want? Don't you know what I want?
Well, this year I'm not asking for a new cellphone or some fancy clothes.
This year I'm asking for dreams.
And I think my new years wish I'll be that.

Dirty Paint Brush Sky - Time speed change

"Make sure you dont blink 'cause you might miss this"

Veg redfish

You know that delicious redfish that your mother cooks in the oven?
Well, you can turn it into a veg recipe.
Forget the redfish, leave the sauce and the potatoes, put some eggplant, zucchini, peppers, tomatoes, let it bake in the oven, and its done!

Sphagetti with broccoli

New favorite food!

Put water boiling.
Put the pasta.
Put the broccoli.
Dry it out.
Eat it up! :D
(Salt and other spice at flavour)

Morning snack!

Dark bread tosted, vegetable butter with gherkins!

Flip a coin...

I just fuck things up...
And I get very upset about it, 'cause my intentions were good...

Sleepy kittens

Three little kittens with fur all brushed, said, “We can’t sleep. We feel too rushed!”
Their mother replied with a voice like silk, “Fine, but at least you should drink your milk.”
Three little kittens with milk all gone, rubbed their eyes and started to yawn.
“We can’t sleep. We can’t even try!” Then their mother sang a lullaby.
“Good night, kittens, close your eyes. Sleep in peace until you rise.
Though while you sleep, we are apart… your mommy loves you with all her heart.”



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v09DGSoiH6M

Stupidity

Eu ia em frente, mas atravessei a estrada só porque um gajo super hot estava a caminhar nela. (?)

Falando em super hot, tenho saudades do João F1! (sonhos...)

Epiteliofagomania

Desejo incontrolável de roer, cortar ou mesmo morder e ingerir os pedaços de pele provenienets do acto.

Porque não encontro mais info?

If the lyrics went like this:

"I live in a cemetery
Not to irritate
But to imitate"

Veg

Two month experiencing veggie/vegan life style.
Being vegetarian so far has been good. I've lost 5kg, and I need to lose 5 more, but the ideal would be 10 more.
I have been feeling physicaly good, but that's also because I drink 1.2L of water per day, starting with one on an empty stomach.
The vegan part, not so much. People are very selective. If they feel like being vegan, they do, if they don't, than they are just veggies. Its like, by cotton clothes because its vegan, but make woolen coat, because its cute... Don't really get it... Like having vegetable butter, but using avocado instead, just to say they're vegan...
The worths are the cravings... Quiet smokming, quiet drinking and being away from what you love while starting a vegetarian diet its not a very good or pleasent idea, and the mood floats, and eating chocolat like if it was a crime...

Just don't put me on the "What to do" box!

So... My Au-pair family just came back from their weekend in Rome.
And something its not right.
I didn't wanted to talk about it before, but now I feel like doing it.

First of all, since when do Au-pair families are supposed to leave the au-pair alone for half a week?
And since I'm supposedly the one that takes care of the kids, why do I stay home when I'm most need?
And why am I even here? They don't need me. I just go get the kids off the kindergarten, and Kaisa could easyly do that.

Second of all, I don't really love kids, they are cute and adorable, and they makes us laugh, and I like Rio and Flor and Lumi, but, truth is, that on a long term relationship, they just don't give a crap about you. They just don't.

Thirdly, I just clean.
I'm not their household lady/slave! But that seems that is all that I do.
I put the table, I clear the table, I put the dishes in the machine, I wash the rest of the pans, I clean the stove, the microwave, and the full bench and floor of the kitchen every fucking single meal! I spend like 6h of my day in the kitchen! Every fucking day! The day has 24h, I sleep for 8h, 6h in the kitchen, 2h for laundry, 2h to pick the kids, 2h in the playground park! I'm not really living, I'm wasthing my time and live!
And Kaisa even puts problems in what I do!
I should not use detergent because its non-sticky pans, so I use the sponge to remove bits of food, but than it scratchs the pans, so I use hot water to take the grease off, but than thats not ecological!
And than I have to do the laundry, put clothes in the washing machine, take them, put them to dry, pick them, fold them and put them in the wardrobes.
And she even ignores when all the machines are beeping saying "I'm done, take whatever its inside me!", like for today, I went out, with all the garbage and recycling bags with me, and the washing machine was beeping that was finished, and I was out like 40-50mins and when I came back, it was still beeping!
And what was she doing so important that she could not pick the clothes? A beading necklace! Yeah, right!So I had to do it myself, and she went to take a nap...
Than when I was going for the living room to do so, the floor was full of croissant crumbs... Like crumbs everywhere, even in the chairs...
Guess who had to broom it all? And do the laundry next? ...
Now its 3h00pm, they are all taking a nap, and here I am, doing nothing...
I might take a nap too, just to see what happens!

Fourthly, they were supposed to give me a bus-pass, and pay for some german learning class. Nothing of that happens. The pass I don't really care, but the german learning...


And fifthly, they don't even like me. Kaisa just asked how was the weather in here. All they talk about with me, is the weather... Not that I don't like to talk about the weather. Oh, and they say things like "Rio and Flor are with fever", what am I supposed to say? "What a pity?", "Do you want me to take them to the doctor?" or "Should I make them a cup of tea?", No. And "Did you knew that the biggest pumpkin in the world weighs nearly a ton?" -> No.

So that was me complaining, but not giving up.
I'll find a way! Even if I have to ignore all the beeping and crying around me...

Cúlinaria

Estou realmente a sentir uma crise culinária dentro de mim...
Penso sériamente como irei sobreviver!

Tutu!

I'm so craftastic!
Flor's Christmas present it's finished!
2h and the tutu is done!
So pretty!
I think I might do one for me!

Great shopping day!

Tub'n'scrub (Treffina) octupus! :D
You know when you don't need this thing, but it is octupus shapped?
You've got to get it!
And when you don't need a 2012 calender, but it is 1m Victoria Frances ilustrated? You've got to get it!
And you don't really need a gum box, but is Capt'n Sharky?
You've got to get it!
And you don't even understand german, but it's 50 set of Black Stories, like murder, crime, scary, suspense, real facts based stories?
You've got to get it!
And you don't need a new necklace, but it has a combat vinyl boot?
You've got to get it!
And you don't need a no dog poop sign, but it's so hilarious?
You've got to get it!
And you don't need glowing in the dark stickers, but they Glow, In The Dark!
You've got to get it!
And you don't need more tea bags, but they come on a metal box with a hippie VW Van?
You've got to get it!
And when you don't need another shower gel, since you've just bought Tub'n'Scrub octupus, but it's Lacoste Pour Femme, and it smells so good and it is 30% off?
You've got to get it!
And when you don't need fabric, but it is halloween pattern teamed!
You've got to get it!
And you have 20 new unread books to read at home, but you by another one?

That is the story of one day shopping in Friedrichshafen!

I went out, round about 11am, to the city center, to buy some tulle and get a tattoo.
That turned out to be a great day!

When I was on my way to the city center, by foot, I heared some church bells ring, very loud, and I saw the big church that is near the lake, so I turned for its direction.
Looked around, and back to my journey to the tattoo shop.
Near the shop, I saw a pretty young modified woman, at the door sweeping the autumn leaves, and it kinda when like that:
Me: Halo!
She: Halo!
Me: Do you speak english?
She: Ein wening!
Me: Are you from the tattoo & piercing shop?
She: Yes!
Me: I want to get a tattoo!
She: Okay! Do you have a scketch?
Me: No! I just want to tattoo a small B on my arm.
She: How big?
Me: 2cm?
She: Okay! Nice!
Me: It's my first tattoo, so I want to go small.
She: That's fine. When do you want to do it?
Me: Now?
She: Hmm, today we are full, tomorrow we are closed, Monday I'm at a concert, Thursday it's probably full, maybe Wednesday?
Me: I'll have to check when I'm free.
She: Yes yes! Maybe it's better if you get our phone number, and ring when you're free, and we will book it!
Me: Yes, that's probably the best! Do you have another store? Because I saw another tattoo shop near where I live, maybe its yours? I don't know...
She: Hmm, what was the name? We only have this one, but theres at least that I know, one more tattoo shop in the city.
Me: Okay. I think I add your shop on facebook, by the name, I think it was yours.
She: Yes! So, let me just get you our card!
Me: Okay.
And she went inside, I went after her, it was a very nice shop, and all of a sudden I ear an "Halo" coming from satan knows where, and there was a man that I had not noticed weaving at me! I looked to stupid!
Well, she gave me the card, I said Xaus (goodbye in german), and that was all.
I was about to come back again, to ask if she knew a fabric store, when one pumped at my side!
So I entered and asked for tulle, to make my Christmas gift for Flor, a handmade Tutu skirt! (How awesome am I?) And there was some halloween pattern fabric really cheap, so I had to buy it!
I got out, and went for the Toys Store - Schinacher, to buy Christmas gifts, and the Modified Woman was just getting out of the pharmacie and smiled and waved at me. It felt so good! The feeling of "knowing" someone!
So in the toys store I bought an Abalone game for Rio, a travelers mini Abalone game for my brother, a 3000 pieces puzzle and puzzle conserver glue for my father, a 50 Black Stories Box, Capt'n Sharky gum box and Tub'n'Scrub Triffane Lavender Octupus shaped Shower Gel for me, and a Fisher Price Yellow Duck in a Transperant ball with water bath toy for Lumi.
After that, I thought of checking the book store, but in the meanwhile, through the street, I saw some nice gloves, and a nice necklace, and cheap Lacoste shower gel, and some other book store where I bought my mother a calender, and myself a Victoria Frances calender, an Emily The Strange note book and a Tea metal box with an Hippie Van on it!
And I was thristy, and I've been drinking water since I've got here, so I bought a Coca-Cola!
And finally at the main book store I bought a book for me, a sudoku mouse-pad for my father, a no-dog-poop-sign for dRi and some glowing in the dark sticker for the kids.
And I was headed home, through the promenaden, when I saw a man juggling.
I had to sneak peek him a little, and than he saw me and I asked him some questions and we had a little chat and I gave him money for his work and said goodbye.
When I was finally thinking it was going to be dark soon, and I should get home, I heard some brasilian girls talking! And I said "Uau! Pessoas a falar brasileiro! É bom perceber o que as pessoas dizem outra vez!", and they came to talk to me, and asked me if I wanted to go to Konstanz with them tomorrow! So, I think I made some friends today!
Now, I still have to make Kaisa and Vasco's present, which I think it is going to be a cool video with photos and footage of their kids, or the best photo I've took of every kid on a costum picture frame.

So now I'm home! I haven't eaten anything today, but the Coca-cola, and I don't feel hungry, but I know I have to eat something, but that demands cooking, and that means eating shit... So... I don't really know what to eat...


And thats how to spend 215,91€ in a few hours...

Those point of view

It kinda goes in some wierd directions...
So, for some, I should not have come, because they would miss me, but Im very brave to do so.
For others, its idiotic not going straight to university.
And, for someone, its that Im weak and I came in the shadow of someone else.
For this person, I will never be someone... And... Why should he/she/I care about it?
Sometimes I wonder when will I open my eyes to the world, 'cause it seems like I've never did it at all...

Dark of the Stars - Atheist's Lullaby

I

The thing I miss the most.

Pfander - Austria

Today I went to Österreich! :P

Ulm

Sou.

Do you know the story about the white witch?
Well, this one is about the white wall.
Hello friend...
... Let me tell you a story,
About a white wall...

Zurich

Munchen

Thats right. I went to Munich, but thats a story to tell later on.

Crepes

You will need:

• 1 crepes pan/nonstick skillet
• 1 ½ cups self-rising flour
• 1 tbsp sugar
• 2 cups milk microwaved on high for 1 minute
• 2 tbsp butter
• ½ tsp vanilla (optional)
• 1 tsp cocoa (optional)
  
• 2 eggs

Mix the solid ingredients in a bowl.
Mix the hot milk and butter on another bowl, for the butter to disolve.
Mix eveything together, add the 2 eggs and mix.
Put the crepes pan on the stove for heat.
Put a bit of the mix on the crepes pan, and voila! Ready to eat!!!
Reapeat untill the mix ends, or you do a reload!

Making a 5 minute chocolate cake on microwave!

You will need:

• 1 mug
• 4 tablespoons flour
  
• 4 tablespoons sugar
• 2 tablespoons cocoa
• 2 eggs
  
• 3 tablespoons milk
• 3 tablespoons vegetable oil
• 3 tablespoons chocolate chips
• splash vanilla or other flavoring - try peppermint or cinnamon

Mix the dry ingredients on a bowl.
For a fluffier texture beat the eggs white's separetely.
Add the liquid ingredients and mix, including the egss yolk's.
Add the eggs white's and mix.
Add the chocolate chips and mix.
Put it on a mug.
Put the mug on the microwave on máx. (1000W) for 2:30 min.

Ta-da! Your cake is done! Enjoy!

As you are baking cakes more often, adjust the ingredients to your taste, but don't forget, there are essential ones with wich you shoudn't mess around!