Lecturer

Officially a university lecturer :)
I wouldn't ever think one day I would be doing such a thing.

Memories

Revisiting old broken heart songs/bands... Oh the tears and pain...

My Dying Bride, Antimatter, Anathema, Nine Inch Nails, A Perfect Circle, Tool, Ashram, Ulver, Dead Can Dance, Agalloch...

Neil Young - Old Man

Old man look at my life,

I'm a lot like you were.

Old man look at my life,

I'm a lot like you were.

Old man look at my life,

Twenty four

and there's so much more

Live alone in a paradise

That makes me think of two.

Love lost, such a cost,

Give me things

that don't get lost.

Like a coin that won't get tossed

Rolling home to you.

Old man take a look at my life

I'm a lot like you

I need someone to love me

the whole day through

Ah, one look in my eyes

and you can tell that's true.

Lullabies, look in your eyes,

Run around the same old town.

Doesn't mean that much to me

To mean that much to you.

I've been first and last

Look at how the time goes past.

But I'm all alone at last.

Rolling home to you.

Old man take a look at my life

I'm a lot like you

I need someone to love me

the whole day through

Ah, one look in my eyes

and you can tell that's true.

Old man look at my life,

I'm a lot like you were.

Old man look at my life,

I'm a lot like you were.

Prince - Controversy

I just can't believe

All the things people say, controversy

Am I black or white?

Am I straight or gay? Controversy

Do I believe in God?

Do I believe in me?

Controversy, controversy

Controversy

I can't understand

Human curiosity, controversy

Was it good for you?

Was I what you wanted me to be?

Controversy

Do you get high?

Does your daddy cry?

Controversy, controversy

Controversy

Do I believe in God?

Do I believe in me?

Some people wanna die

So they can be free

I said life is just a game

We're all just the same

Do you wanna play?

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Controversy, controversy

Controversy, controversy

Controversy, controversy

Our Father, who art in Heaven

Hallowed be thy name

Thy kingdom come

Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven

Give us this day our daily bread

And forgive us our trespasses

As we forgive those

Who trespass against us

Lead us not into temptation

But deliver us from evil

For thine is the kingdom and the power

And the glory forever and ever

Controversy, controversy

Controversy, controversy

Love Him, love Him baby

Controversy, controversy

Controversy, controversy

Controversy, controversy

Listen, people call me rude

I wish we all were nude

I wish there was no black and white

I wish there were no rules

People call me rude

I wish we were all nude

I wish there was no black and white

I wish there were no rules

People call me rude

(People call me rude)

I wish we were all nude

(I wish we were all nude)

I wish there was no black and white

(I wish there was no black and white)

I wish there were no rules

(I wish there were no rules)

People call me rude

(People call me rude)

I wish we were all nude

(I wish we were all nude)

I wish there was no black and white

(I wish there was no black and white)

I wish there were no rules

(I wish there were no rules)

Controversy, controversy

Do I believe in God?

Do I believe in me?

Let me tell ya

Some people wanna die

So they can be free

I said life is just a game

We're all just the same

Don't ya wanna play?

Controversy, controversy

Controversy, controversy

Boarding passages

A question that always assaults me his 'why do people queue up when boarding?'.

We all have our seats assigned, we are all going to board the same plane, leave at the same time and land at the same time. I do no understand the rush.

If you have a small child or children with you, I sort of see the point, the plain his not packed with people on the corridor yet, so you have a bit more of space to seat all your children calmly and answer to all their requests (water, games, books, ipads, food, etc.).

But if you are a grown adult with full command over your sights, than why would you stand in a line for half an hour or more for no benefit at all?

As I am right now waiting to board my flight, there are very little people that stay out of the line and just chill on the waiting area.

Boarding has started, but I don't see the point in rushing. 

Pear preasure?

Purging

So, as any good OCD person, when your ''parents'' tell you to put the bin out and fill it up with any crap you can find, you don't just through away the broken plate or the mug with no handle. You actually just empty the shed, and start going through the shelves, cupboards, pantries, attic, cars, garden, and everything else.
After 5hs, you feel like you purged a hole shit of crap and that you deserve a medal that reads ''House organizer 5*''.
In the meantime, you also did the dishes (two loads), the laundry (wash, dry, pick, iron and put away), clean up all the machines filters, and made pancakes.
Yet, the ''oh thanks'' or ''that's lovely'' never comes.
And that is what is most annoying about being OCD. Is having a ton of work to do, but getting side tracked with shit that doesn't even matters to anyone else but you.
And the same questions keep popping in my head ''Why? But why?''
''Why has that mug been sitting in the garden for 3 days now? Why is there an empty cereal box in the cupboard? Why would someone leave 0.5cm of milk at the end of the jug? Why can't they do the 10cm that separat de sink from the dishwasher? Why can they understand that each self on the fridge has its purpose?''


Why fills my head...
And the worst, is knowing that you are the only one that can see it and get annoyed by it...
WHY DO I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT THIS SHIT?

Wording!

With this much typing, by now, I am a master at the art of WORDing. Should start giving ''How to use Word on Macs'' lectures...
Footer, header, automatic table of contents, automatic citations and references, section breaks, page breaks, tables, review,  and the fucking numbering!

William Onyeabor - Fantastic Man

Ask your kids

1. What made you smile today?
2. Can you tell me an example of kindness you saw/showed? 
3. Was there an example of unkindness? How did you respond?
4. Does everyone have a friend at recess?
5. What was the book about that your teacher read?
6. What’s the word of the week?
7. Did anyone do anything silly to make you laugh?
8. Did anyone cry?
9. What did you do that was creative?
10. What is the most popular game at recess?
11. What was the best thing that happened today?
12. Did you help anyone today?
13. Did you tell anyone “thank you?”
14. Who did you sit with at lunch?
15. What made you laugh?
16. Did you learn something you didn’t understand?
17. Who inspired you today?
18. What was the peak and the pit?
19. What was your least favorite part of the day?
20. Was anyone in your class gone today?
21. Did you ever feel unsafe?
22. What is something you heard that surprised you?
23. What is something you saw that made you think?
24. Who did you play with today?
25. Tell me something you know today that you didn’t know yesterday.
26. What is something that challenged you?
27. How did someone fill your bucket today? Whose bucket did you fill?
28. Did you like your lunch?
29. Rate your day on a scale from 1-10.
30. Did anyone get in trouble today?
31. How were you brave today?
32. What questions did you ask at school today?
33. Tell us your top two things from the day (before you can be excused from the dinner table!). 
34. What are you looking forward to tomorrow?
35. What are you reading?
36. What was the hardest rule to follow today?
37. Teach me something I don’t know.
38. If you could change one thing about your day, what would it be?
39. (For older kids):  Do you feel prepared for your history test?” or, “Is there anything on your mind that you’d like to talk about?” (In my opinion, the key is not only the way a question is phrased, but responding in a supportive way.)
40. Who did you share your snacks with at lunch?
41. What made your teacher smile? What made her frown?
42. What kind of person were you today?
43. What made you feel happy? 
44. What made you feel proud?
45. What made you feel loved?
46. Did you learn any new words today?
47. What was the hardest rule to follow today?
48. If you could switch seats with anyone in class, who would it be? And why?
49. What is your least favorite part of the school building? And favorite?
50. If you switched places with your teacher tomorrow, what would you teach the class?

Ednaswap - Claustrophobic

New found band obsesch.
Ednaswap from LA 1993.

Denez Prigent & Lisa Gerrard Gortoz A Ran - J'attends

Sleep scheduals

Se o tempo voltasse atrás e eu soubesse o que sei hoje, dormiria mais.